hello aini

1. Nama TERAKHIR kamu?
fuddoly

2. Menu Makan TERAKHIR apa?
nasigoreng seafood buatan ndiri

3. Minum TERAKHIR tadi apa?
starbucks’ frappuccino

4. Lagu TERAKHIR yang didenger?
Tell Me Where It Hurts - MYMP

5. Judul buku yang di baca TERAKHIR?
Calculus with Analytic Geometry

6. Apa yang kamu lakukan TERAKHIR?
chat

7. Mandi TERAKHIR kapan?
kemaren jam…berapa iia? jam7an keknya

8. Terima telp TERAKHIR dari sapa?
sandy monyedh. monyeeedddhh loooo dasaaaar!XP

9. Dial nomor TERAKHIR di handphone?
yoze

10. Sms TERAKHIR dari sapa?
simpati : coki. flexi : sandy

11. Isi sms TERAKHIR?
monyedh: bilang kalu baru melek [bangun maksudnyah]

12. Uang TERAKHIR di dompet?
200an kali?

13 . Siapa TERAKHIR yang kamu ajak
bicara?
mom

14. Siapa TERAKHIR yang kamu cium?
mom

15. Cemilan TERAKHIR yang kamu makan?
strawberry pretzels oreo bar bikinan ndiri

16. Kata TERAKHIR yang kamu ucapin?
lali mas

17. Apa kegiatan TERAKHIR yang kamu
lakukan sebelum tidur?
belajar. sms.

18 . Siapa TERAKHIR yang kamu temui?
mom

19. Friendster siapa yang TERAKHIR kamu
liat?
aini

20. Kapan TERAKHIR kamu merasa bahagia?
today

21. Kapan TERAKHIR kamu merasa sedih?
today

22. Barang apa yang TERAKHIR yang ingin
kamu miliki?
HTC TyTn!!

23. Harapan TERAKHIR yang sangat kamu
inginkan?
IP bagus dunks =]

24 . Kapan TERAKHIR ketemu mantan?
dah lama bet…=[ pengen tau kabarnya…

25. Kapan TERAKHIR ketemu orang yang
kamu cintai?
dah lama bet…=[ pengen tau kabarnya…

1.What are your initials?
- A R K F

2. What is your favorite thing to
wear?
- Skinny low rise jeans. Dresses+legging.

3. Last thing you ate?
- lasagna..huweekk…eneg!

4. I say "SHOTGUN", you say?
- lapo ae mbak…

5. last person you hugged?
- my mum

6. Does anyone you know wanna date
you?
- dunno? hope so

7. The last place you went out to eat?
- dante

8. Who is your best friend(s)?
- KOEEELLL….!

9.Why are you still up?
- ngomelin monyedh [sandy] yang susah bet disuruh belajar

10. Who/What made you angry today?
- ga ada sih

11. Favorite type of Food?
- healthy yet delicious

12. Favorite holiday:
- KL

13. Do you download music?
- HELL YEAH

14. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
- as a matter of fact, I do

15. Would you date the person who
made you cry?
- I did that the whole time =]

16. Has anyone ever sang or played
music for you personally?
- yes….=]

17. Do you love anyone?
- I do…I do…=]

18. Have you ever bungie jumped?
- nope, but I’d love to!

19. Have you ever gone white-water
rafting?
- nope,,but interested!

20. Has anyone ten years older than you
ever hit on you?
- well uhm..I wouldn’t exactly categorize it as "hit on" me..

21. Have you ever met a real rapper?
- yea

22. Have you met a real redneck?
- hiiii

23. How is the weather right now?
- cloudy. cold.

24. What are you listening to right now?
- "when the truth is…I miiisss youuuuuu….." Warning sign -Coldplay

25. What is your current favorite song/s?
- Swallowed in The Sea - Coldplay

26. What was the last movie you watched?
- I am Legend

27. Do you wear contacts?
- nope

28. Where was the last place you went
besides your house?
- GM

29. How many piercings have you had?
- 2

30. How many pets do you have?
- none

31. What’s one thing you’ve learned this year?
- lotsa sh*ts

32. Have you ever fired a gun?
- nah

33. Favorite TV show?
- the simpsons. heroes. see my profile for a further list

34. have you cried recently?
- umh…..yea…

35. Who would you like to see right now?
- monyedh. I’d tell him to start studying right now

36. Favorite movie?
- lost in translation

37. Do you find yourself loved?
- no….:’-(

38. Have you ever been caught doing
something you weren’t suppose to?
- lotsa times. LOL

39. Favorite flower?
- roses…white roses….red roses…^-^

40 Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
- buttered ones!

41. What Magazines are you reading?
- teen vogue

42. Has anyone you were really close to
passed away recently?
- nah….that would be a horrible thing to overcome…

43. What’s something that really bugs you?
- him

44. Do you like michael jackson?
- nope

45. What’s your favorite smell?
- body shop’s of a woman that’s no longer sold

46. Favorite cereal?
- koko crunch. honey flakes

47. What’s the longest time you’ve
gone without sleep?
- 1 and a half day

48. Last time you went bowling?
- a few months ago

49. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
- his bedroom

50. Last text message?
- monyedh

51. What’s the closest orange object to u?
- my vintage bag

52. Do you love someone?
- yes I do

53. Who is he/she?
- seseorang yang membuatku merasa lebih indah…=]

Hmmphh…

                                             

in whose arms will I settle down eventually…..?

                                    

in whose kiss will I melt eventually……?

                                    

in whose warmth will I sleep eventually……?

                                        

and the road I’m standing on

is rested upon him I don’t know

while I’m being pressed and confront

he’s out there God hasn’t showed

                                                   

and I could have talked longer

so that it woul’ve been much better

it was all anything but shatter

these streets even lay stronger

that’s where I belong, inside my shelter

hmm..saya ko ngerasa akir - akir ini saya jarang nulis posting ‘normal’ iia, di blog ini? kalu ngga questions and answers, ya songs I can’t turn down..kalu ngga,,tulisan - tulisan ngawur. -__-" well then, kek lagunya coldplay yang gy saya dengerin sekarang, "I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in..", =]

jujur aja akir - akir ini saya gy blues bet. hmm..temen - temen deket saya mungkin tau sebabnya apah =]. tapi saya hepi - hepi aja ko feeling blues begini.. and those are also the reasons why lagu di friendster saya ganti jadi warning sign - nya Coldplay yang sebenernya suda lama saya jadiin soundtrack idup saya, cuman ngga nemu - nemu source code nya buat ditaro di profile. akirnya kemaren nemu juga sih di imeem. hmph.. akirnya… -_-^

saya juga gy "rest and relax mode". tapi ini ngga lama, kerna bies ini dah mulai nyibukin diri lagi belajar buat UAS.

hmm..besok mu lari pagi di KONI ma Kemas ma Dias. lama ga olaraga nih, kebetulan akir - akir ini surabaya engga terlalu panas, jadi semangat ^_^

                                                                  

"that I’m starting looking for a warning sign.."

                                                             

=] iia kawan, sambil nulis posting ini, saya juga gy dengerin warning sign di iTunes. Ehh iia, keknya kemaren waktu saya naruh How to Save a Life nya The Fray, banyak bet yang suka iia? pada bilang jangan diganti gituh.. hmm buat kalian2 yang suka lagu ituh, coba deh denger lagu yang baru saya taro sebage penggantinya di profile saya,, ngga kalah nyenengin ko..=] cuman lebi mellow.. saran saya sih, dengerinnya pake earphone ya..kerna di earphone kerasa bet detingan melodi "melas"nya yang jujur saja SAYA BET..haha..

                                                               

hmm..sekarang masuk "everything’s not lost" nih..

"with the good ones on my shoulder, I drove the other ones away.."

                                                                   

^_^

saya emang groupies lagu - lagunya coldplay..=]

saya semakin blues juga setela kemaren ehh salah.. tadi pagi dink? curhat - curhatan ma sandy. T_T cerita segala macem ngalor ngidul sampe jam 2 pagi dan bagusnya, dia siangnya kudu nyetir ke probolinggo buat rafting, huekekekekek….!KAPOK weekk…! =P salahnya ngejek aku terus.. ~_~" buat sandy: ati - ati tuan, musim ujan arus deres..

tadi siang sempet ke TP bentar, benerin jamnya Bokap…

                                                

"so I waited for you, what wouldn’t I do?"

hadeeeuuuhh lagu inih…

                                                    

anyway,sampe mana tadi? benerin jamnya bokap iia? okayh, terus setela benerin jam ituh sebelom pulang sempet juga saya mampir Zara. nyoba dua kaus. dua - duanya hampir kek tunik gituh. lucu bet lo menurut saya!, tapiiiii kaus yang satunya…seperti biasa, bemasala di boobs saya… hafyuuhh… ~_~^ masa’ iia, perut, pinggang, ama lengan tuh kegedean semua! giliran boobs dunk, kekecilan!!ANJRUUUUTTT……………. x_x walhasil nggajadi deh saya ambil kaus yang ituh. saya cuman ambil yang satunya… heeeuuuhh…

tadi juga sempet scanning di Levi’s. ada juga jeans lucu. wah kalu yang ini  sih lucu beneran. ehh bukan lucu ding, SANGAR! hwehehehe..beneran lo.. skinny jeans gitu, saya lupa nama tepatny, tapi yang jelas itu seri Levi’s Cooper. warnanya gelap, ala jeans biasanya, ada washed effectnya juga di paha mpe dengkul. tapiiii yang bikin saya jatuh cinta ma jeans ini nih jaitan - jaitan benang warna cooper-nya di sepanjang pinggiran kaki, bikin "ngeframe" kaki jadi keliatan lebi ramping. teruuuusss….yang paling bikin unik tuh,, bentuk potongan kantung depannya! kek potongan ellips gitu, dan sepinggirannya ada jaitan coopernya juga!beeeuuhh…maskulin beut…. terus signature stitch Levi’s yang di kantung belakang  juga dibikin pake benang cooper..huwa…sumpa saya langsung jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama ma jeans ituh..tapi engga saya beli, nabung dulu ajah! hehe..

anyway, ini si sandy barusan sms bilang kalu dia baru nyampe bromo. huwwaaaa enaknya….>.< maaauuuuu….!! menyebalkan..how come he can get all the fun, while I have to stay here and blog instead??

                                             

hmph.. what more should I write?that I’ve lost some weight? now that’s not really important is it..?-_-" hmm..

                                             

not much has changed actually..

except that I now drive myself to campus.. I take coffee more than I used to.. I sleep less than I used to, and I go out with too many boys that I am now EXHAUSTED. hey, don’t get me wrong ya. I AM looking forward to having a real relationship, but definitely not this kind of hooks up and stuff.. -_-" it’s time and energy consuming and it’s worthless . how many times have I said to myself that I’ve gotta stop these boys and start settling down?? I’ve lost count!! wish me a good luck then… I think luck is the only thing missing in this whole scenario. No, really. Believe me.

                                                 

nggakerasa dah magrib nih, waktunya sholat kawan! =]

sholat dulu iia…,bloggingnya disambung kapan2…=)

medh idul Adha, medh Hari Ibu, medh Taon Baru!! ^_^

11 LAYERS OF ME LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE

Name: aini rachmania

Birth date: may the 11th

Current Location: surabaya

Eye Color: bold black

Hair Color: black

Righty or Lefty: sadly righty

Zodiac Sign: I’m taurus

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage: I’m javanese,

Your fears: Him

Your weakness: ice cream. coffee. X(

Your perfect pizza: regal cheese pizza romas!!hmm..slurrrppp

Goal you’d like to achieve: best score. best grade. top marks.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:

Your thoughts first waking up: luwe caps..

Your best physical feature: eumh..my…eyes?maybe..?

Your bedtime: not earlier than 12 am

Your most missed memory: memories of Senior High, memories of him, memories of sweetness..

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi. With lemon.

McDonald’s or Burger King: McD

Single or group dates: Single..it’s more intimate

Adidas or Nike: Adidas lah..

Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton

Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate

Cappuccino or coffee: lha? cappuccino juga ada kopinya gubluk..

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Smoke: a big NO. kalu kissing pait ntar!hahahaha…

Cuss: Cuss…?

Take a shower: OF COURSE!!

Have a crush: yeahS…

Think you’ve been in love: yepp

Like(d) school: so much!! ^_^

Want to get married: yea of course..

Do you believe in yourself: honestly…I rarely do..

Think you’re a health freak: I wouldn’t have got into that much coffee had I been… -_-"

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH

Gone to the mall: yess..

Been on stage: nah

Eaten Sushi: yess!!!and I can’t get enough!

Been dumped: nah

Gone skating: nope

Dyed your hair: I wish…=[

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game: hm..no..

Gotten beaten up: yeah

Changed who you were to fit in: never. that's why I never fit. haha.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD

Age your hoping to be married: 24-26

LAYER NINE: IN A GUY

Best eye color: deep deep black.

Best hair color: black.

Short or long hair: short and clean =]

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING

1 MINUTE AGO: sms..

1 HOUR AGO: shopping. hehe

1 WEEK AGO: kumpul angkatan

YEAR AGO: sinau! hahahaha

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE

I LOVE: ….doing things that I love! hahaha…[ngeles bet..]

I FEEL: uncomfortable taking this test in my dress. I should’ve changed into pajamas first… -_-^

I HATE: this hot-hot bad boy..can’t get rid of him…just can’t!!~_~

I HIDE: my text messages from my mum..

I MISS: this person…who’s been swimming around in my mind. get out!

I NEED: him. you know who.

" menyentuh jiwaku,

hapuskan semua gelisah.

…

..datang padaku, dekat di sampingku

ku ingin hidupku selalu dalam peluknya..

terang saja aku menantinya

terang saja aku mendambanya

terang saja aku merindunya

karena dia begitu indah.."

Begitu Indah - Gaby

                                                                                                            

" I tried to fool myself,

to think I’ll be alright..

but I’m loosing out of control

my mind my body and my soul…

never in my life have I been more sure

so come on up to me and close the door

…

to speak or not to

where to begin?

the great dillemas I’m finding myself in

for a while you only see me as a friend

I tried to tell myself: wake up fool,

this fairy tale’s got to an end.."

Balisong - Rivermaya

                                                         

"from the moment I wake

till the moment I sleep

I’ll be there by your side

as you try and stop me

I’ll be waiting in line

just to see if you care

…

and it’s you I see

but you don’t see me

and it’s you I care

so loud and so clear

… "

Shiver - Coldplay

                                                                                                                                 

"I promise you this:

I’ll always look out for you

…

I know I was wrong

but I won’t let you down

yeah I will

yes I mean it

…"

Sparks - Coldplay

                                                            

"step one you said we need to talk

he walks,

you said "sit down, it’s just a talk".

…

between the line of fear and blame

you began to wonder why you came

…

where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

somewhere along in the bitterness

…

he began to raise his voice

lower yours, grant him one last choice.."

How To Save a Life - The Fray

                                                    

" It’s late and I’m feeling so tired

Having trouble sleeping

This constant compromise

Between thinking and breathing

…"

Trouble Sleeping - Corinne Bailey Rae

                                                      

"It so dark in here, no I can`t see a light
Take all the fires on me
It`s all my desire. But you just surrender
Take all the pain in your dreams

Langkahku terpejam, titik ku berada
Perlahan arahku memudar
Semu bayangku, cermin tak berujar
Kemana arahku berjalan

Semua
Tertuju pada bayangku
Saat
Kau renggut nafas jiwaku
Biaskan angkuh diriku"

Kekal - Homogenic

                                          

"tak pernah sedikitpun kubayangkan

betapa hebatnya cinta yang kau tanamkan

…

Ada yang hilang dari perasaanku

yang terlanjur sudah kuberikan padamu

ternyata aku tak berarti tanpamu

berharap kau tetap di sini

berharap dan berharap lagi.."

Ada Yang Hilang - Ipank

                                                                  

"Go, go, go, go, go

I’ll get over you

You drive me crazy up the wall

Goodbye Mr.Know-it-all!

…

I’ve let you stay a while

Now I am getting bored

No substance in your style

and you’re not the man

you thought that you were..!"

Get Over You - Sophie Ellis Bextor

                                                                      

"rasa - rasany ada

tanda - tanda asmara

antara kita berdua

…

namun mengapa

berjuta tanda tanya

masih tersimpan

pada dirimu…?" ;-)  [hahaha..]

Tandanya - Maliq and d’essentials

wonderfully shape my shatteredness

touch my soul

erase all my anxiousness

dearly come to me

near and next to me

I want my life to always be in your arms

how I long for you should be obvious

how I admire you should be obvious

how I miss you should be obvious

for you are such a beauty…

to me.

hug me

embrace my soul

take me fly

and let me hold the stars

how I long for you should be obvious

how I admire you should be obvious

how I miss you should be obvious

for you are such a beauty…

to me.

1) What’s the brand of your wristwatch?
- GUESS?. Etienne Aigner. Fossil.

2 ) What’s the brand of your shoes?
- Nine West. Charles and Keith. Chrislie New York. Vincci.

3) What’s the brand of your cell phone?
- currently: Nokia and O2 Zinc

4) What’s the brand of your sunglasses?
- GUESS?. SpEX Symbol. Ray Ban.

5) What’s the brand of your bags?
- GUESS?. Nine west. Mango. Loops. Adidas. Roxy. Rotten Apple. and a HELL LOT more

6 ) What’s the brand of your undies?
- Pierre Cardin. Wacoal. Marks and Spencer.

7) What’s the brand of your flip-flops?
- Ripcurl. Vincci. a vietnamese brand I don’t recall.

8 ) What’s the brand of your wallet?
- Day’s. Cosmic. Ripcurl. Roxy. GUESS?.

9 ) What’s the brand of your perfume?
- Estee Lauder "Pleasures". Estee Lauder "Pleasures: Exotic". Estee Lauder "Pleasures: Intense". Escada "Rockin Rio". Vera Wang "Princess". Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely".

10) What’s the brand of your shirts?
- shirts…?Kemeja dunk iia? kalu kemeja dikit jo’ since I don’t really fancy the formals: atmosphere. theme. nolabelstuff. ripcurl. chic simple. (X)S.M.L. etc..

11) What’s the brand of your TV?
- Sony, Toshiba, Samsung, Panasonic.

12) What’s the brand of your car?
- I drive a C-Class Mercedes C 200.

13 ) What’s the brand of your shampoo
and conditioner?
- Pantene. Pantene.

14 ) What’s the brand of your body
soap?
- Biore. Sometimes I use Estee Lauder.

15 ) What’s the brand of your dental
floss?
- oral b.

16) What’s the brand of your jeans?
- Levi’s!!(love it love it love it). Zara. Mango. Colorbox.

1 7) What’s the brand of your laundry
soap?
- rinso

18) What’s the brand of your lotion?
- creme 21. estee lauder body lotion. body works.

19 ) What’s the brand of your toothpaste?
- sensodyne

20) What’s the brand of your ballpen?
- ora ndhuwe sawangane. hehehe.

21 ) What’s the brand of your aircon?
- samsung

22) What’s the brand of your music player?
- samsung

23) What’s the brand of your powder?
- revlon compact powder: ivory beige

ternyata aku tak berarti tanpamu

baru sadar..

=]

bahkan waktu kamu pergi

saya cuman mampu

liat punggungmu berangsur - angsur hilang dari pandangan

sekarang saya minta tolong

lepasin saya dengan ikhlas

relakan saya hilang

biarkan saya jadi

yang terindah

tapi cuma itu..

yang terindah

saja.

saya tau apa yang lagi kamu rasain

apa yang lagi kamu pikirin

tanpa harus kamu katakan.

tolong berhenti

menundukkan kepalamu

biarkan semuanya berlalu

pergi dengan mudah

dan saya bisa lagi melangkah

tanpa harus terseret - seret..

saya memang nggak berarti tanpa kamu

=]

dan sepertinya akan begitu dalam waktu yang lama

tapi..

saya bertahan segera

dan sudah tersenyum kembali

hihihi

lucu rasanya nulis ini

kamu ngerasa nggak ya, kalu saya tulis di sini?

well,

saya tau kamu mikir apa..

apa yang kamu rasain di sana

saya tau persis

bahkan saya tau keadaan kamu gimana

kamu nggak cape, ngambang di pikiran saya?

saya sih cape renang di pikiran kamu..hehe

jadi pergi aja..

pergi segera..

=]