hello aini

I’ve been experiencing college for almost 2 months now, and one of the things I’ve gained is half a minus for my both eyes. T_T this is how I look now: 

I feel like one of the biggest nerd!!hahaha.. At first it felt a lil bit weird, because I was used to seeing things blurrily. I couldn’t even take notes of what the lecturer’s writing on the white board for this lack of vision..until this one of a kind Yves Saint Laurent glasses came. It simply changed my life! haha,this might sound a bit strage, but it’s true! everytime I put it on, the whole world seems a lot clearer, a lot more honest. And then when I take it off, it all fades away. The world looks a lot darker, a lot more sober. These are the differences that stunned me on my first days of wearing it. I guess I’ll just have to start getting used to this kind of situation.

And the other things I’m now getting used to is..staying up until late just for coding. My mum’s got me this new laptop for my personal use which I now call it: Miss Aini’s Personal Assistance (haha), and it’s become one of my new soulmate (after my glasses).. everyhwere I go, I always have it with me. I can’t seem to shut it down when I start doing my codes. It all takes practices, and this is one of my schedule.

My life’s been really colorful. Especially my love life. I hooked up with lotsa different guys, in fact too many that I now can’t handle! a friend of mine quoted: "you can’t live like this for long, you’ve got to find a boy you’re gonna settle down with!" geez, what do you think I was doing?

things with boys are starting to get a liiiiiitle bit complicated. I’ve managed to hang on steadily, but I don’t know how long I can do this. He’s rite..I’ve got to settle down… T_T

Subjects on college are actually a lot more fun compared to how I’ve imagined it would be. I’d even stay up until late just to stick to Dev C++! haha. That’s also one of things that I now am very grateful of: the fact that I love what I’m doing. I do, I really do. I don’t mind staying up late just to finish my codes, I don’t mind sacrificing my eyes just to stay in front of my laptop all the time, and I don’t mind being have to go home very late just to finish laboratory works! do what you love, and love what you do..=)

well,,this is 2 in the morning, and since I haven’t got enough sleep for the last couple of days, I’m better off….Bye!!