hello aini

"Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody’s made me feel this way before;
You’re everything I wanted and more. "
Balisong - Rivermaya

"And now we’re back together, together,

I wanna show you my heart is oh so true

And all the love I have is especially for you"
Especially For You - MYMP

"Inikah rasanya, bila ku sedang jatuh cinta

setiap hela nafasku bahagia.."

Hanya Untukmu - Ten 2 Five

"You think I’ll leave your side baby

You know me better than that

You think I’ll leave you there

when you’re down on your knees

I wouldn’t do that"

By Your Side - Sade

"You’re looking around you are hasted
You’re supervising my chief
My heart is tikking, let it on
Looks like you’re dying to say
But now you turn your head away
Get out and leave me, let it on"
Cruisin’ - Sioen

"But I hate it…
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long that’s wrong"
Hate That I Love YOu - Rihanna Feat. Ne-Yo

"Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to, all at sea"
All At Sea - Jamie Cullum

well, those are just a small part of my iTunes playlist..

can you guest which mood am I in right now by just looking at those songs? hahaha…..

1. Menurutmu cowok gampang berubah
perasaan?
** Engga

2 . Kalo cewek gimana? susah ?
** Yiah…namanya juga cewe…sensi…

3. Sekarang lagi mikirin apa?
** tugas praktikum…~_~”

7 . Menurutmu Cinta itu bisa buat
keajaiban ga?
** Cinta karena Allah siy iia..

8. Kalo kamu diberi 1 permintaan kamu
bakalan minta apa?
** Minta nambah dulu permintaannya jadi 5 atau 7. trus baru nge-list in ascending order..

9. Percaya sama Love at first sight
nda?
** nOpe..

10. Kalo lagi sedih baiknya kamu
ngelakuiin apa?
** sholat..bubu..

11 . Hari ini kamu berharap apaan sih?
** semoga ntar assitensinya suXes!

12. Percaya sama yang namanya
astrology ?
** nOpe..dOsa tauuu..

13. Apakah kamu rela melakukan sesuatu
demi dia?
** keknya gw prnh dpt prtanyaan kek gini iia??

15 . Kalo ternyata kamu baru sadar
cowok/cewek itu playboy/playgirl km
bakal lupaiin dia ato nda?
** ini "dia" siapa?apa statusnya buat gw? kalu cuman temen ya ngapain dilupain??kalu dia sodara gw ya gw nasehatin,,laen lagi kalu dia cowo gue atau bisa ajah dosen gw,,atau bisa juga bokap gw ndiri,,makanya bikin pertanyaan jelasan dikit dunk!

16. Ciri2 jatuh cinta itu bagaimana
sih? menurutmu?
** dari Hati..

17 . Kalo cowok/cewek yang kamu sukai
itu ternyata adalah pacar temen baik
kamu gimana?
** selamat selamat selamat…

18. Pernah mikirin mantan nda?
** iia perna lah…kan gw masie normal..

19. Berapa lama menyukai orang?
** nah loh. another annoying and unclear question..

20. Berapa lama melupakan mantanmu?
** terGantunG jo. kalu mantan itu ba**nG*n siy ceupeut..hahaha…

21.Km tipenya gimana sih kalo
lg ngejar/dikejar cowo/cewe?
** ALhamdulillah sampe saat ini belom pernah sampe harus ngejar cowo,,jadi engga tau rasanya kek apa. tapi kalu dikejar,, ya biasa aja lah yah.. let it flow. play the game ajah..hahaha

22. Mnurutmu cinta itu buta nda?
** mungkin? tapi belom perna ngalamin siy iia?

23 . Kalo kamu uda berusaha, tapi
dia masih tetap tidak menyukai km?
** dia sopo tho ndhuk….? gebetan kah maksudnya iia?? heuh..

24. Rasanya sakit hati tu gimana sih?
** alhamdulillah sampe saat ini belom pernah sakit hati. jangan sampe lah iia….! karena gw selalu jaga kesehatan koq,,jarang makan yang mengancem kesehatan hati.

25. Kalo Mantanmu pingin balik ma kamu?
** mantan yang mana jo? haha… keknya kalu liat kelima - limanya,,mending cari yang better deh jo..

26. First Lovemu kapan?
** first love itu pacar pertama iia? kalu pacar pertama siy SMP. tapi kalu first love yg emang bener - bener first love iia SMA..

1. nama pertama?
:: Aini

2.Sekola h pertama?
:: Playgroup di Belanda,,entah apa namanya

3. orang yang pertama kamu liat hari
ini?
:: bokap

4. Kendaraan yang pertama kamu naikin
hari ini?
:: mobil bokap..

5. Pertama kali bisa bawa motor?
:: bawa motor? berat loh?

6. Pertama kali bisa nyetir mobil?
:: hehehe…sampe sekarang aja belom bisa diblg "bisa"..hahaha

7. Pertama tabrakan?
:: masie SD. bokap tiba - tiba ditabrak dari belakang. T_T heuh..

9. Pertama punya fs ?
:: SMA kelas..berapa iia? kelas 1 keknya.

11. Pertama bikin orang luka berdarah2?
:: SD. gue dibikin kesel sama temen gue, dia lari, gue kejar. eh dia jatoh…bedarah deh..hehe..PUAS gue…hahahahaha!!

12. Pertama jadi juara?
:: SD. Juara Piano..

13. Pertama naik bis?
:: SD juga. Rame - rame bareng ke MAS

14 . Pertama ke luar kota sendiri?
:: yaiks. Sampe sekarang aja belom perna..secara anak cewe satu - satunya gini..mana boleh..

15. Pertama dapet nilai jelek?
:: Nah, ini baru SMP. Kalu SD nilai konstan bagus..hahaha..namanya juga SD..

16. Pertama kali naksir2an?
:: La..SD lagi kalu ini. "anak jaman sekarang…" *geleng-geleng*

17. Pertama kali dapet surat cinta?
:: SD juga..hahahaha….

18. Pertama dilabrak kk kelas?
:: Wah! Pengalaman lucu waktu masuk SMP nih! masie kelas 1 jo,,belom ngerti apa - apa,,tau - tau dah dipojokin di kamar mandi,,dikeroyok senior - senior cewe gitu dah! anjist..hahaha,,tapi sekarang orang - orang itu dah pada kena karmanya..

19. Pertama kali main kartu?
:: SD lah.. tapi belom kenal capsa. Hwaks! xp

20. Pertama kali ditembak?
:: SD juga.. hahaha..

21 . Pertama kali pacaran?sama?
:: SMP. sama kaka kelas..apa kabar iia orang itu?

22 . Pertama kali dapet bunga?
:: SMP juga.. dari cowo gw (sekarang mantan)

23 . Kapan dapet hp pertama kali?
:: SD.. hp baheula tuh.

24. Pertama ngenalin pacar ke ortu?
:: SMP la iia..secara ortu gw tuh salah1 "tes" yang harus dilewatin sebelom jadi cowo gw…hahaha..

25. SMS pertama hari ini dari siapa?
isinya?
:: dari Mas Paul. Nanya gy ngapain..

26. Kota pertama kamu hidup?
:: Delft, Belanda.

27. pertama kali tampil di depan
umum?
:: Kapan iia? TK keknya. Bareng anak - anak banyak gitu. hahaha.

28. Pertama kali ujian dapet nilai
bagus di kampus?
:: Belom juGa ujian. Tanggal 29 baru mulai UTS pertama gw di ITS. heeuhhuhuhu…T_T doakan iia…

29. Pertama sakit parah?
:: sakit parah?sampe harus opname,gitu?belom perna siy..

30. Pertama kali ngisi bulbo ini apa
yg lu pikirin?
:: iseng jo..dah lama engga maen Questions and Answers..

dreams..

dreams of stars

dreams of waves

dreams of streams

dreams and sway,

dreams of songs so far away..

   

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and I laugh to see you

and I stop to think of you

and I close my eyes to dream of you…

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dreams I see in life

dreams I keep inside

dreams I put in a jar

dreams I sing in my words

dreams I solely sleep for..

 

 

 

talk in a head

speak to my knee

sins for my rightful choir

I have things to say

but not to you

not to those

not to all whose mine to read

then I get up and run

run away

to my fool’s paradise

to my escape

to my holiday

…

tell me they’re leaving

tell me they’re staying in touch

tell me I’m half subtle

tell me I’m blabbering…

…

so I talk

and I write

and none make sense..

..

but that’s alirght

this is just a dream…

 

 

 

dreams..

dream to hold the hand I belong

dream to where the sun is shining

dream so I can tell you why

dream so I know you were lying

dreams of you and me,

dream so much I’m drunk

dream so much I’m drowned..

 

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and I stay to watch you

and I bend to be with you

and I stumble to to walk away from you

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dreams of saviour and companies

dreams of rhymes and melodies

dreams of bliss and remedies

dreams of serenities…

dreams..

coming true to ones mind

coming to an end in others

I’d swing and dance tonight

just to stay awake

so I don’t dream anymore

just like they had come true

…

..

.

1. What do you want for your birthday?
I want  a better luck on SPMB

2. Who will be your next kiss?
My next future husband, whoever he’ll turn out to be.

3. When was the last time you went to
the mall?
yesterday

5 . How did you spend your summer?
We don’t have summer here in Indonesia

6. Have you been to the movies in the
last 5 days?
Yea,,Resident Evil 3: Extinction, a movie on which I closed my eyes for like half of the time..hahaha

7. What was the last thing you had
drink?
coca cola

8. What are you wearing right now?
skinny jeans and off white tank top

9. What was your last purchase?
cappuccino

10 . What was the last food you ate?
kastengels

11 . Who would be the person you would
call if you were up in the middle of
the night and couldn;t sleep?
no one. I’d rather read.

12. Have you bought any clothing items
in the last week?
yea..of course

13. Do you have a pet?
nope

14. What made you laugh in the last 5
days?
lotsa things..hahaha

15 . If you could be anywhere right
now, where would you be?
bucks, getting started on my codes

16 . What is the last thing you
purchased online?
never

17. One thing you hate about yourself?
my honesty. my cold-attitude.

18. What’s your favourite soup?
tomatoes..

19. Do you miss anyone?
yea..;-)

20. What are your plans for tomorrow?
going for a little shopping with mum..

21 . Last person you msg?
Jaka

Sekarang kamu lagi denger lagu apa?
* Tiesto - Dance For Life

Sekarang kamu lg suka warna apa?
* PINK

Sudah mandi belum?
* sampun

Sekarang kamu lagi suka sama lagu apa?
* Especially For You

Sekarang rencananya kamu mau kemana?
* Kemaren siy sempet janjian mu ke Drago hari ini. Gatau jadi atau engga.

SMS terakhir yang kamu terima dr?
* Jaka

Telpo n terakhir sama siapa?
* Bagus (Dimas)

Baju yang terakhir kamu pake sebelum
ini?
* daster

Ap a saja yang terakhir kamu pegang?
* mouse

Apa yang terakhir kamu minum sama
makan?
* kastengels ama coca cola

Apa kalimat terakhir yang kamu bilang?
* iya mam

Terakh ir kali kamu foto? di mana?
* terakir kali voto…kapan iia? keknya waktu sama Dias deh. Kita lagi menggila di Delta, nyobain votobox baru. hehe.

Terakhir kamu pake tas merk apa?
* Guess? dunks..=D

Tera khir kamu pake sepatu merk apa?
* Charles & Keith

Baju kamu biasanya merk apa?
* macem - macem. dari rotten apple sampai studio 133 Biyan

Sekaran g lagi pake baju merk apa?
* Studio 133 Biyan

Apa makanan yg ingin kamu makan saat
ini?
* makenan berkua pedas..yumm…!!

Apa yang sedang ada di TV kamu?
* Discovery Travel and Living

Bara ng apa yang ada di samping?
* buku "algoritma pemrograman menggunakan C++"

A pa saja kegiatan kamu hari ini?
* sholat ied,, beberes kamar,, hangout

Siapa kah orang terakhir yg kamu ajak
bicara?
* mamam

Perasaa n apa yang sedang melanda
kamu?
* bosen

Apa yang ada di benakmu tepat saat ini?
* pengen keluar rumaaaaa….!hehehehe

Apakah rencanamu untuk malam ini?
* malem jam berapa dulu?

Buku apakah yang sedang kamu baca saat
ini?
* city of tiny lights. digital design. haha…

Bagai manakah keadaan cuaca sekarang?
* sebagaimana surabaya pada keadaan aslinya

Bagai mana keadaan rambut saat ini?
* dibiarin wavy pake layer. tapi sekarang diiket and poninya dijepit ke belakang. praktis bow

Apa kah kamu saat ini memikirkan
seseor ang?
* yup

Apakah kamu sedang menyayangi
seseor ang?
* yupp..

Minyak wangi yang pengen kamu beli
saat ini?
* pengen refill estee lauder yang pleasure..

Apa kah kamu menginginkan pergi ke
suatu
tempa t?
* BETT…!! sayang ortu tak memperbolekan…~_~

I’ve been experiencing college for almost 2 months now, and one of the things I’ve gained is half a minus for my both eyes. T_T this is how I look now: 

I feel like one of the biggest nerd!!hahaha.. At first it felt a lil bit weird, because I was used to seeing things blurrily. I couldn’t even take notes of what the lecturer’s writing on the white board for this lack of vision..until this one of a kind Yves Saint Laurent glasses came. It simply changed my life! haha,this might sound a bit strage, but it’s true! everytime I put it on, the whole world seems a lot clearer, a lot more honest. And then when I take it off, it all fades away. The world looks a lot darker, a lot more sober. These are the differences that stunned me on my first days of wearing it. I guess I’ll just have to start getting used to this kind of situation.

And the other things I’m now getting used to is..staying up until late just for coding. My mum’s got me this new laptop for my personal use which I now call it: Miss Aini’s Personal Assistance (haha), and it’s become one of my new soulmate (after my glasses).. everyhwere I go, I always have it with me. I can’t seem to shut it down when I start doing my codes. It all takes practices, and this is one of my schedule.

My life’s been really colorful. Especially my love life. I hooked up with lotsa different guys, in fact too many that I now can’t handle! a friend of mine quoted: "you can’t live like this for long, you’ve got to find a boy you’re gonna settle down with!" geez, what do you think I was doing?

things with boys are starting to get a liiiiiitle bit complicated. I’ve managed to hang on steadily, but I don’t know how long I can do this. He’s rite..I’ve got to settle down… T_T

Subjects on college are actually a lot more fun compared to how I’ve imagined it would be. I’d even stay up until late just to stick to Dev C++! haha. That’s also one of things that I now am very grateful of: the fact that I love what I’m doing. I do, I really do. I don’t mind staying up late just to finish my codes, I don’t mind sacrificing my eyes just to stay in front of my laptop all the time, and I don’t mind being have to go home very late just to finish laboratory works! do what you love, and love what you do..=)

well,,this is 2 in the morning, and since I haven’t got enough sleep for the last couple of days, I’m better off….Bye!!