hello aini

‘Cause I don’t care if I ever talk to you again.
This is not about emotion,
I don’t need a reason not to care what you say,
Or what happened in the end.
This is my interpretation,
And it don’t, don’t make sense. -Mika

that song kinda remind me of…myself! I used to be THAT careless, I used to be THAT standoffish. No, I AM that careless and I AM that standoffish. but it’s also nice to stay that way for a little while, when everything goes too little too harsh. just take a plug and redeem yourself.

this has been the second week of my college year and I must say it develops a severe exhaustion and an extreme tension that’s starting to intoxicate the littlest space in my head!!hwaaaaaa…..!!

But that’s okayh. totally okayh. It’s not like I didn’t expect this anyway. I’m also lucky to have people surrounding me that I can count on when it comes to things I can’t handle. hoho… (makasie mas2 adminnya RPL…^_^ kapan2 saya bawain maem ko…) and still, I’ve managed myself to keep on smiling at the end of the day!! ^_^

Hey… I also got this song suddenly stuck in my head:

are you aware of how you make me feel? baby..

right now I feel invisible to you, like I’m not real..

Didn’t you feel me lock my arms around you?

why’d you turn away?

remember? that’s Avril Lavigne’s Losing grip from her debut album,long before she dyed her hair blonde and became this "punk princess". Then came when you’re gone , and it also became my theme song for months. but that’s not happening anymore. I’ve forgotten everything about the person that song’s reminding me of, and I’ve also succeeded in being single without trouble for almost 4 months!now that’s an achievement I should celebrate…hahahahaha… I have to say,,the last 4 months have been a rollercoaster ride and I’m now at the very peak of it. geez, I’m getting tired of boys keep coming and going all the way around…maybe my mum’s right: "you should pick one and settle down!" but that’s not easy..especially because the pace that these boys are running are definitely fast! so fast that I hardly catch up!! yea maybe I just got to relax..pick the best one, settle down, get married and have lotsa kids!!hwahahahahaaaaa….

anyway, today I got a little surprise: my shoes still fit! HA! I had a pair of pink pumps I bought from C & K at SG a year ago, but I rarely wore them since. So it was a little exciting when I put those high heels and they still fit flawlessly! I loooooveeeee shoes.. especially ones with high heels. and these pairs are one of my fave.

it’s 12 in the morning and I dun know what motivates me to keep on typing. I didn’t even have a cup of coffee. Hey that’s it! that’s the answer!I didn’t even have a single sip!!that’s why I felt like something’s missing today…

…okayh now. I got to stop. I HAVE TO.

[] hari apa sekarang?
selasa

[] hal yang lo rencanain hari ini?
bubu’ malem, secara besok g ada kulia.

[] mood?
happy. gara2 temen2 se komunal pada konyol..haha..thanks guys

[]tempat keramaian terakhir lo pergi?
ma sapa?
mana yak??GM kali..am mamam. Kalu maksudnya tempat dugem y V6 ituh. ma bebanyak kalu ituh.

[]ngapain?
di GM maem, mbatalin diet!hahaha..kalu d V6 ngedance..

[]terakhir yang lo peluk?
pink pillows

[]terakhir sakit kapan? apa?
nyi sembuh total ajah belom!

[]hal yg paling lo takutkan sekarang?
Allah. lebi tepatnya Dzat yang saya takutin

[]sepatu yang lagi lo pake?
saya sih gy barefoot..

[]siapa yg lagi di samping lo?
kanan-kiri: malaikat2

[]lagi ngapain dia?
nyatetin amal2 saya jo’..

[]pernah nyakitin ex lo?
pernah. maav yah.

[]apa jadinya kalo lo harus membunuh
seseorang?
ya bunuh aja. susah amat. =p

[]apa isi sms terakhir di inbox lo?
"Engga.. Brsan soalnya aku coba telpon flexymu kok ga kmu angkat Ni’ … Makanya aku y jd bingung…. He4… Ya uda… Have fun y Ni’… =) "  (maav y maz,,flexy mah bukan telepon biasa..)

[]apa yang lo lakuin jam 9 malam
nanti?
jam9 sih dah kelewat dari lama jo’!

[] besok mo ngapain aja?
creambath!!ganti haircut!!

[]kangen someone?
bet lah..

[]profile siapa yang terakhir lo liat?
aini

[]gelang atau cincin?
cincin dunk. serasa dewasa!hahaha

[]terakhir dimarahin bonyok kenapa?
tadi..lupa belom minum obat.

[] apa yang lo rasain kemarin?
cape. seneng!

[] tempat fav?
starbucks

[]berapa kali sehari lo cek friendster?
banyak bet!

[] kalo lagi bosen ngapain?
nipi, frenster, sms, jalan, nyalon..haha..

[] sebutin panggilan2 dari best
friend lo?
woel/thiwoel

[] hal yg lo lakuin sebelum tidur?
sholat isya’, minum aer yg bnyk..

[] terakhir bohong?
tadi,barusan waktu ditanyain apa bener ngefans sama ***. Genksi gila!hahaha..harga diri jo’…

[] lo mo balik-an ma mantan loe ga?
hum..baca blogs gw yang sebelom2nya deh jo’..

[] umur berapa lo bakal married?
whenever God wants me to
amin……

[] knp bnyk org kepikiran mo cepet
married?
gatahan kali yah..hahahahahha

Hwehehehehehehe….

Zaya gy Zenankz zekalzki hari2 ini..

kenapa eh kenapa?

karena eh karena……….. Awal bulan jo’! hihihihihi,,rasanya begitu indah dunia di mata….:D ehh tapi inih saya ngomong begini bukan karena bidang financial yang mendadak makmur loh, tapi juga karena masuk awal bulan ini berarti udah semakin deket ama puasaan. uda gitu saya baru selesai des minore pula!Jadi berrraaasa ssseeeexyyy…(buat yang sering denger saya ngomong kalimat terakhir tadi jangan begidik yak!=D)

ngomong2 soal puasaan, kan hari senen ini saya puasa senen-kemis tuh. hari2 sebelomnya dah pengen juga sih sebenernya, tapi berhubung gy sibuk2nya dan energi kekuras abis, akhirnya engga sempet mulu’ deh. minggu malem kemaren saya diajak istri saya (thoekoel) puasa. saya liat jadwal keknya besoknya (hari ini) cuman ada 2 kulia, jadi saya ok2 aja. Lha koq ternyata, bangun pagi jam8 tuh ya, saya refleks, jalan NGGAK SADAR ke meja makan, dan minum susu sampai 3 tegukan. sungguh aini yang cerdas. dan setelah 3 tegukan barulah saya diem. dengan muka dungu (note: mata masi belekan),saya pandangin aja itu gelas pink. akhirnya, beberapa detik saya matung di situ, otak saya mulai encer dikit: "lho. bukannya aku puasa ya hari ini?" dan aini cuman bisa senyum kecut. dudul.

ehh iya saya juga seneng hari ini gara - gara tadi waktu ngerjain peEr fisika, saya bisa lho nomer1!hwekekekeke…bukan apa2 say, pertama, saya emang butuh bantuan bet masala fisika. yang kedua, waktu saya telpun temen2 buat tanya2 peEr ituh, semua pada bilang kalu nomer1nya aja susah n mereka pd mu nanya2 temen yang laen gitu. walhasil daripada saya cuman nge-ilerin buku2 fisika itu, mending saya coba soal2nya. dan ternyata sodara sodariiii……! setela berlinang keringat dan darah,, saya bisa nemuin sendiri penyelesaian soal nomer1 ituh pake jalan mikir PURE saya sendiri!hwehehehehe….gimana ndak seneng coba??udah terbelakang (in fact, apa sih saya yang ngga terbelakang?), soalnya susah, eh trnyt saya masi bisa dapet ilham buat ngerjain dan ternyata bisa!!*cling!*  yah walopun emang penyelesaian saya rada panjang, tapi menurut saya sih itu uda bener. hoho. jarang2 tuh nemuin ampe tuntas! idenya aja suka engga muncul!hwehehehehe….

saya besok TPB dan tempatnya pada mencar dimanah2. Pokonya yah, kalu bies TPB ini saya ndak tambah kurus, saya RUGI BESAR. lha wong kemana2 jalan kaki,,manas pula.

tadi dengerin lagunya mocca jadi keinget nih liriknya yang duet ama Oom Bob Tutupoly:

Hey boy, don’t you know? I lie awake in my dreamy bed

Thinking of you and those crazy times we’ve had

Sometimes I wonder, wether you’re a jackall or you’re a hyde

Sometimes you are wise and tell no lies

Oh I can’t tell, cause you made me feel so lost and confused

this conversation may never happen..

hoho. sumpa ngga ada hard feeling loh! lagunya emang catchy aja..lucu, konyol, mbingungin. kek percakapan cewe-cowo yang gy malu2, gy pada lost in translation gituh. hahaha. ehh tpi beneran lho ini saya no hard feeling! =p

tadi sempet juga mampir GM liat2 toko paporit saya n belom nemuin tas yang pas. ada sih dompet lucu banget. tapi berhubung tujuannya emang nyari tas, jadi keinginan beli ditahan dulu jo’… merk toko ini emang saya CINTA banget. tas ama jam tangan saya sebagian besar beli di toko ini. saya minta royalti ke mereka boleh nda ya? kan secara galangsung saya ngepromosiin mereka gituh!hwekekekeke..

bies nyi jam11 and I’ve got to go back to work..besok kulia jam7,,tapi saya baru selesai 1nomer. parah kan? gapapa, with a cup of coffee, I’m pretty sure I’ll get through just fine. haha. well, wish me a nice day tomorrow, yah! have a gud nite everyone!!

1.What do you look forward to most in
the next 3 months?
good marks at UTS

2.Who was the last person that you
call?
koel

3.Who was the last person to text you?
jojo

4. Do you prefer to call or text?
call lah. I’m a straightforward person

5. Do you have any pets
ayam jago 1 ekor. betinanya 3. poligami jo’..

6.What were you doing at 11pm last nite?
chatting ma mas Dimas

7.Do you like carrots?
yepp

8. When is the last time you saw your
mum?
a few minutes ago

9. How many houses have you lived in?
3

10. How many cities/towns have you
stay?
2

11. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or
bare feet?
SHOES!!

12.What was the last thing you ate?
rotiboy. oops sebut merk!

13. Favorite color?
PINK PINK PINK!!!!

14. What are you doing for your next
birthday?
uhm…

15.What is your favorite TV show?
style star.miami ink.ANTM.dll

16. Last time you had a bath?
hehe. tadi pagi jo’..jadi malu..

17. Last item you bought?
grande hazelnut cappuccino

18. How many glasses of water a day do
you drink on average?
4-5 maybe?

19. What are you listening to?
nothing

20. What are you thinking about?
besok pake baju muslim nyang mana

21. Any plans for this weekend?
ngerjain tugas pemrograman terstruktur ama sistem digital

22. Do you eat out or at home more
often?
eat out. I spend most of my time out

23. What would you change about
yourself?
bad attitudes

24. What are you wearing?
DASTER IJO PEWE. Hwakakakakaka

25. Who was the last person to tell
you they liked you?
hahaha…aaaaja’ adah!

26. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
belom

27. Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
pool. ocean takut hiu

28. Who’s your crush?
aja’ ada! (^_^) haduh, senen ketemu ga yah?

29. Do you know how to drive a stick
shift?
opo iku?

30. What is your favorite thing to
spend money on?
bags. watches and shoes

31. Do you love anyone right now?
yea…

32. Who is the funniest person you
know?
homer simpson

33. Do you have any regrets?
yea…some..

34. Do you like coffee?
A HELL LOT

35. What is the main ring tone on your
phone?
nocturnal. mystical

36. What is the color of your bedroom
walls?
pink. with spots of white leaves on one side

37. Do you shut off the water when you
brush your teeth?
yepp!

38. Do you wish someone was with you
right now?
yea…

39. Do you miss someone right now?
yea…a big yes..hux……