hello aini

Really. There’s nothing more boring compared to being at home on a great sunny saturday, and… single. Although I find myself settling down after all those hectic world with my ex, I still can’t find any tolerated reason why people keep on wearing that stupid shocking pink shirt with "Hot and Single" written in bright orange, or a plain shirt with an arrow pointing left and "not with him" written in the back of it. Geez. Honestly, I’m enjoying myself as a carefree person, and agile too. I do, I really do. That’s why I chose to stay at home, watch DVDs and eventually, clean up my room. I thought that would be a good way to spend weekend. But then, friendster starts to show stagnant display, DVDs start to be predictable, and my room… starts to look too clean.

Humh. I wanted to hang out, I don’t know, maybe at a coffee shop, by myself, take a good sip of cappuccino, a few good books, an mp3, and then just sit, relax, and read. Well, maybe sumday. Sumtimes before my trip to China.

I haven’t done any browsing for my trip to China. I planned to, but um, I guess I was too fed up with the whole here-we-come-another-boring-day. I wonder, do all my fellow who’s on the same holiday as I am, have to get through all this boredom? huh. I can’t imagine. Mum told me to start writing again (which I did), but it’s not as easy as that. I wrote. AND I read (past tense). Eversince I got into the whole madness that 12th grader usually suffers, I missed a lot of those 2 activities. I then still wrote, but more to an equation solution than a qualified piece of literature. I also still read, but books like: "1001 Soal dan Pembahasan SPMB Fisika", or "Soal - soal dan Pembahasan MAFIKIBI SPMB 45 tahun". PATHETIC. I became a big nerd. Ha! I didn’t even care about my hair, eventhough they started to look horrible. I also couldn’t care less about my skin, which I now regret. Believe me, I was one of the most pathetic geek on the school. And the worst thing was, I broke up just a few months afterwards!

Now it’s different. It’s time for me to get myself up again, dust myself, and live a better life. I went to a beauty shop to get my hair done, I also went to a dermatologist to take a treatment, I managed to make new friends, and I also started going to party again! I guess every cloud ALWAYS has a silver lining, doesn’t it?

But if life is much better than before, why do I still have to spend Sasturday writing another blog post??? oh bother..